Friday, 9 December 2011

如果说 . . .

如果说
每个人都有属于自己生命里的故事...

那在他的历程里,
一直埋没着那5个无人知晓的故事。

而这些并凑成生命的故事,
有着一个让人匪夷所思的开头...


假若,童年是一部电影,
那在他的剧本里,
“父亲”这个角色并不存在 ...

故事的内容
更是上演着一幕幕的胆战心惊。

第1部 :
如此这般

第2部 :
如此这般

第3部 :
如此这般

第4部 :
如此这般

第5部 :
如此这般

‘如此这般’四个字,看似简单,
但其中却省略了无数最悲伤的经历、
最复杂的过程。

他,只会把故事告诉自己的他 - 自己。
或许日后他会把将故事告诉另一个他。

不管这整个未完成的故事将会有多长,
结尾总是一样的

虽说,
往事已过,人总要向前看,
但人在受挫跌倒站起来的那一刻,难免会受伤。
伤口固然会痊愈,但,那当时流血的缺口,
或许今日已成为了一道无法消除的疤痕。

而这些岁月的创伤,
造就了今天伤痕累累的他。

看似坚强,
他却是如此的不堪一击。

PS : 伐滥炸随便写。

Friday, 25 November 2011

My Room's Like a Roasting Hell !

WELCOME TO MY
GRANDDDDD PALACE, HELL !



This is gonna be kinda a lame blogpost
I finally decided to thoroughly clean my room up yesterday.
The whole process took me more than 5 hours. EPIC ?
Now I'm gonna show you some crazy madness and
what I've got in this burning hell.

A little bit of fact about my room: 
My room is as ugly as F yeah.
I don't own those expensive high-tech stuff.
cause I'm not a rich @ss after all :D
Only one person lives in this room, me.
My parents and my bro have their own room as well :D

So I started cleaning my room at around 6pm yesterday
AND
I realized that I've got SOOOOO many boxes in my room.
LIKE SERIOUSLY,
SO MANY OF THEM.

Empty Boxes

MORE Empty Boxes

AND MORE EMPTY BOXES !! GOSH !
Perfume Boxes this time.

MORE AND MORE !!!!!
All these were kept in my room !

And finally I've got this treasure-box-looking GIANT
and .. a treasure box without something inside is nothing !

So these are the boxes inside the box(HP) inside the GIANT !
ZOMG INCEPTION ! HAHAHAHA.

BOX MADNESS. GOSH ME.

Another madness that exists in my room is the CABLE CRAZE

Audio Cable, Ethernet Cable, HDMI Cable, VGA Cable
Not much eh ?

CHECK THIS OUT !

HAHAHAHAHA !
Dude ! TONS OF THEM !
Yeah I sometimes do the wiring in my room
so I've got so much copper wires over here.

GOSH.

Seriously,
Some of them had been in my room for so many years !
I'm a good collector I must say.
I never wanted to discard those boxes.
Cause they, to me, somehow signify the possession of those stuff LOL.
If I threw them, it'd be like I've never owned them lol
and I thought they'd be kinda handy and usable in the future
but HECK NO. I've never touched them.
I've finally discarded most of them =P

So next I'm gonna take you on a tour of my GRAND PALACE ! 

So basically this is how my room looks like lol

Cabinet and Wardrobe on the left
Air conditioner above the window
Computer on the right
and a bed on the floor.

Heh. I'm used to putting my bed on the floor =P
Notice that the left lamp wasn't lighted up ?
I BROKE IT. HAHAHAH !

and you know my air-conditioner is SO IMPORTANT TO ME.
I swear, the best way to turn a hell into a heaven
is to get the air-conditioners installed.

So right after entering my room,
we turn right,
and I've got this box-looking little room.

Yeah. Power supply.
The main power source of my room.
Notice the white chunky extension on the floor?
It's a lighting isolator
IT'S A SUPER GREAT STUFF.
All the computers in my house have got one of these.
With this, 
online during heavy rain and lightning has never been safer. EVER
I was charging my GP rechargable batteries.
Got them with RM50+.
They are so worth the price.
I used them for my Wii Remote and my clock :D

This is my clock. HAHAHAHA 囧 :D

Now slowly move to the left,

I spot a keyboard and a piggy bank :D
Oh and this is where I normally throw my bag at lol.
And there's a wooden stick too, 
in case someone breaks into my house.

Then I've got my first desk here.

Yeah. There is where I place my big-arsed TV
This TV is used to play Nintendo Wii :)
There's a speaker set connecting to it
A Forever-December Calendar is used to fix the Wii's sensor lol.

Now let's take a closer look.

What's a room without FOOD right ?

PING PONG LANJIAO BISCUIT !
COFFEE !
CEREAL DRINK. DOG's CHEWING BONE
RAISINS. CHEWING GUM
HAHAHAHAH ! ZOMG ! XD

Oh and I've got this in the drawer of the desk

Il est un LUCKY CHARM !  HAHAHA XD

This is the thing I must show to you guys.
Nuffnang'ed envelope !

It's used to collect all the Premiere Screening Tix !

Real Steel..The Thing..Super 8..Tin Tin..
Yeah, 
all these were the premiere screenings I've ever attended
just like all the other nuffnangers and churpers out there do.
Oh and that white piece of paper is my first paycheck from nuffnang :

Oh and btw,
I've only paid for movies twice in my entire life. lol

Now another two extension under the desk.
The right extension is connected with Wii and the TV
The left one is for my lovely PC :)

To the left of the desk,

The Wii console
and the IPTV STB (from TM Unifi)
And yeah...
I leave all those frequently used cables connected all the time
lol

The overview of my lover ! :D
This is the thing that keeps me alive everyday !
lets see what we've got here.
TOILET PAPER !
YEAH !
I swear, toilet paper is the MOST CONVENIENT THING 
you can put in your room !
You can use it to wipe JUST ANYTHING !

Taaadaa ! Yeah. I always put a handkerchief on the desk lol.
a PLU ML-G3000 Mechanical Keyboard :)

Lets Zoom In.
Look at what tiny stuff we've got here ?

Remote Contol ! Guitar Pick ! 5-cent Coin ! 
iPod Video ! LOL
iPod Video's a discontinued product.
It's been replaced with iPod Classic now :)

Down there,

I've got a box filled with stationery and French mini dictionary
some DVD-Rs
oh I've got another keyboard down there in case of fire.

At the very bottom,
there's an 8-inch subwoofer.
It just doesn't sound as powerful as it looks. tsk

Now when I turn over,

I've got these.
The rear speakers.
yeah my pc's set up with a 5.1channel sound system
Edifier C3 as front
a HiFi set as frear
and E-View speaker as the center.
The center's got only the subwoofer lol.
Cause I dont know where to hang my "center" satellite XD

this 5.1channel sound system is BERRY mind-blowing :)

So the left subwoofer's the one I was talking about ;)
Too much subwoofer eh ?
I usually turn on only the front :D

Guess what ?
My dad used to complain all the time.. 
"Why is your pc full of cables?!"

Well..No idea

TAADAAA ! LOL

Now we keep moving to the left,

I've got a printer with CISS
and down there is the HiFi.

The HiFi is turned to AUX mode to be used as the Rear
I've got a hairdryer there. 
It's something that I use frequently so...
I just leave it on the floor TROLOLOL. LAZY ME
and I've got ANOTHER EXTENSION here.
It's supplying electricity to my speaker,monitor and printer.
I do this so that I can turn them off without turning off my pc. 
Go Green, yeah? Ha.
No matter what, don't do this at home okay ?
Using too much of extension is dangerous :D

Now this is my bed.
Yeah I usually don't make my bed lol.
or I should say, 
I've NEVER made my bed. HAHA !
I'M LAZY XD

So I've got some books over there 
I can read them before I fall asleep

Next to my bed,
is a dressing table.


I've got tons of wicked things in it too.
LOL

Let's see.

Firstly...
I COLLECT THESE GODDAMN TAGS.
WTF !! I'm definitely a GREAT RUBBISH COLLECTOR

Secondly..
This is gonna be disgusting

MY NAILS ! HAHAHAHAHHA !
YES My nails USED to be THAT LONG !
I cut it and kept it in a box. GROSS ! HAHAHHA

Oh I've got some rings too !


Oh and look what else I've had ?

TONS of accessories !

LOOK AT THIS !

This reminds me of SLAVERY. or...SM :D

What else ?

HECK NO! COLLAR LIKE THIS ! WOOO !
Yeah I was so into Visual-Kei that's why I own these
I've got 2 pairs of boot too !

and CHECK THIS OUT !

Necklace !
These are the BIGGEST stuff you can hang on your neck ! 

More !
I've got these tools !

Screwdriver set...Hammer...Wire Stripper..LOL
and Yeah, I own a solder iron tooo. LOL

Now turn to the back,

My wardrobe and a cabinet !

The top "floor" of my cabinet
Toilettes !
Most of them are hair dyes and hair care products
If you wonder why I've got so much of these,
it's because my face used to be popping pimples. Yiaks
Now I only cleanse and tone my face everyday. Nothing else.

The middle "floor"
Books and Albums collection :)

The ground "floor"
Bleach Powder, Cream Developer, Shampoo,
Weights, Files. lol
Those files are used to keep my notes and such.

and finally...
Taadaa !

Guitar Controller of GH
and an Acoustic Guitar
I'm not good at playing the guitar though lol.

So..yeah !
I'm sure that my room's got everything necessary for a day.
Do you literally keep all these wicked things in your room?
I bet not lol.

Do you want to be roasted in this room ?
My Pleasure :D

HAHAHA.
Thanks for your visit,

the-fee-is-
one-thousand-five-hundred-and-twenty-seven-ringgit

(Imitating the voice of the autopay machines @ 1U. lol)

Saturday, 19 November 2011

倒霉的一天

somok 一天?!
哪里止一天?!



妈的
这个星期本人过得很不爽
从星期一不爽到今天
TMD !!!!!!

最近上课常常迟到啊 !!!!
不是
应该是说每天都迟到啊 !!!!!!
9.00am 的课 9.30am 才到 T_T
OMG 过分.
没办法
已经习惯迟到了
就算是4pm 的课我也会迟到啦啊啊
并不是多少点上课的问题

问题是...
每当你一迟到,在赶时间的时候,
大地万物总是很努力的在阻止你抵达目的地 !!!!!!

人、车子、交通灯、苹果树、狗大便等等,
都会尽全力妨碍你 !!
让你更迟到达目的地 !!

尤其是那些狗吃屎的大便车. OH MY GOD.
你娘的如果不敢驾快些就给你哥我死一边去啦 !!!
OMG.
在右边 Lane 走 40km/h 你都几用脑的咯 !

前两天就是因为有些人驾驶地非常慢,
结果我在短短 500米的路途中就 HON 了2辆棺材车 !
妈的. 你是想被我撞死吗 ?!
路口一转出来就直接死过来右边 ?!

所以说如果你们谁在我赶时间的时候刚好走在我前面,
就必须做好准备,迎接一股非常巨大的听觉冲击
因为我一 HON 至少会 HON 一秒的我跟你讲 !!!

还有
那些喜欢驾慢慢的我建议你骑脚车。
一举两得哦.
哪两得?
一、可以减肥
二、可以走得很慢
好处多多对吧 ?

所以我在申明一次
如果谁敢在我车前摸,
我就送他一两50个轮的脚车 !!
踩都踩死你 !!!

第二就是那些他妈的红绿灯
久死人啦 !!!!
尤其是那些你一到达路口就刚刚转红的那种
要重新等过的那种 !!!!

还有 !!!!!!!
那个哪里哪里的红绿灯你是欠打吗 ?!
15 秒内转黄,1 秒内转红 ?!
你以为你是观音妈神灯啊 ?!
那短短一秒的黄灯怎么赶得上啊 ?!
你不爽是吗 ?
你不爽就说一声啊 !
我们也可以打架啊 ! (上一次是跟冷气打架)

OH GOSH
真是倒霉

星期四晚上更TMD的死 !
本人我好好的睡了个午觉后起身
肚子饿
想说要吃晚餐
结果就下楼去咯
OH DEAR
一去到厨房,
就只剩两块排骨 + 玻璃做的生菜
还有一锅我不认识的汤

我直接 emo 掉
想说 "啊..好懒"
就算了咯
就煎两个鸡蛋
好不容易煎好了
就淋些酱油
然后准备拿上房吃.
(恩。我都是边看戏边吃饭的啦)
当我跨出第一步的时候

哇啊啊啊鸟啊啊啊啊啊啊喂喂

我的两块排骨两个鸡蛋二十多片生菜两千多粒白饭
就如此华丽地撒在了地上,
回归了原本属于他们的大自然,
并带走他们原有的忧伤,
如此地惊艳,如此地艳丽。

我当时的心情既悲又愤也冤。
那种又生气又想哭又冤枉的心情实在纠结。
就好象在厕所里面想小便同时也想大便突然电话响了那样
到底是先撒先拉还是先接电话 ?

人生中有太多的抉择
如果心情不好的话就出门去找个十字路口来转吧.
心情不好转个弯嘛 -.-

不要紧 !
尽管生活坎坷,
我做人绝不轻易低头......
因为双下巴很丑啊 !!!!!!!

对了
你们闲来无事的时候脚会干什么?
我呢。
我的脚没事情做的时候就喜欢摇
从小就听人说 "表摇脚!!!!"

确实
因为有时候我摇下摇下好像就要看到外婆桥了.


啊就这样啦
有惊无险的过了一个星期
眼看农历新年就快到了了
你们开始播新年歌了吗 ?

Saturday, 12 November 2011

Dyed my hair PINK !

Dyed my hair
PINK !!!!


TAAAAAAAAAADAAAAAAAAAAA !!!!!!!!


NOW SCREAM LOL !!!!
Yeah Yeah.
I dyed my hair pink yesterday !
To be exact, it's CERISE !
Of course, I did some highlights too !

*You guys might think that I'm changing my hair way too often 
But wait, I've got a reason this time.
Just....the reason :D

As you guys know,
my hair was ORANGE.
I did bleach bath and root touch up to take those oranges out.

Check it out here : http://dark-disaster.blogspot.com/2011/11/bleaching-hair-at-home-first-time.html
My first time bleaching my own hair !

Yesterday, I bleached my root again,
followed by a bleach bath !
It was only the 2nd time and
I've become kinda good and fast at applying those creams already !

Started with this

Bleaching my roots :D

Bleach bath...Done ! :D

Then I washed my hair with purple shampoo
to tone and lighten my hair by a little bit more


Colorsss



Time to apply the hair dyes !
I sectioned my hair into few parts.
It took me more than an hour to entirely cover my hair with those dyes.

Back - Orange on underlayer

Left side - Yellow
Right side - Cerise-Violet Gradient

I left the hair dyes on for around 2 hours.
Shampoo - Vinegar Rinse - Conditioner - Vinegar Rinse

Now time for the resultttttt :D !

Before blow dry :D
Notice the violet gradient :) ?

XOXOXO !! NOBODY CAN RESIST THIS !
I GUESS I'M DYING OF ITS VIBRANCY !

The orange at the back IS SUPER COOOL !

Under sunlight ! 
LOOK AT THAT ORANGE !!!!

I LOVE the gradient as weeeelll !!!

Under Flash Light, 
the color appears to be more reddish

Ok now, this is supposedly yellow.
I tried my best to keep the cerise from running into it..
but I FAILED. It's become something like..Orange ?
It still looks cool though, doesn't it ?!


This combination IS SICK !!!! :D !

Under indoor lighting,
the colors don't stand out too much.

now I REALLLLLY LOVE THIS COLOR
especially the orange underneath !
BUT the cerise came out to be too dark.
I guess it'll get lighter after 1 or 2 washes ?
Hope so.

Now DO YOU LOVE IT ?
I'm SURE YOU DO :D !